Pursuit to be a better human

I am happy man. however i do realize how inferior i am compare to other giants in my surroundings and well known historic figure.

i am an asian immigrant. 1.5 gereration. that's how the classification goes. but there is someting more deeper than this superficial fact. south korea is not th first world country. in fact, it's a country with many problems and turmoils. as a ex citizen of such a country, i cannot deny that i have a third world mentality. i am mostly too conceited to realize this or too insensative to realize this but i have so many shortcomings. a lot of my shortcomings are actually originated from my childhood upbrinings, family influences, educations and so on. being surroundedand growing up with other people with the third world mentality definately has affected me in a big way and i am still under its pervasive influence.

the recognition is nothing unless it is followed by an immidiate and effective action. actions are the only thing that matters because it directly produces the outcome. i value organization, cleaness, and learning and most important an action. i am an human organism of enlightment-tropic heuristics. these values are fundamental to my mind and these are my source of happiness. i believe that i can be a better man and i am willing to do anything to become a better man. my whole life has been a pursuit of being more complete person and this fundamental value of mine hasn't changed a bit and only has gotten stronger. i do wish to keep this belief and this is the guiding principle and happiness generating mindset.

that is why logging my life is such an important task. i am a person who take a joy from realization of long standing self improvement.

i am a happy man and i am grateful for my environment. my environment only fertilizes me and i am only willing to absorb its full nutrients. i always seek better living conditions for myself and this is going to be realized just like a self prophecy. i have a self love that goes beyond any definable limits. my self worthness is something of my own religion. i exalt my life to the fullest and enriches my life experiences every day. this is a self declaration of the worthness of my life on year 2006 august 28th on monday.